honey & lime

how to survive a crisis without making it worse

i curry the coffee into a delicious bomb

i pluck knife stems, release the blades from dirt

i run the sink until the basin fills with joggling water

i slice cuttlefish tentacle and fry in a scatter of oil

i run the soap sponge around the lip of the cup

i replace books in alphabetical order

i fluff rugs and thrash a pillow

i write numbers for depression suicide anxiety appetite

i lay myself on the carpet floor to systematize my breathing

i beat the carpet floor with my stupid fist sobbing

i get a heavier shirt because of the wind

i rip the plastic wrapper to find more plastic 

i paint a tiny wooden coffin

i change the litter, vacuum often